Things are falling into place and everything continues to look up...for less than 24 hours. GREAT. Why is it that good things are always too good to be true in my life? One thing after another crumbles right in front of me. I thought things were good with everyone in my life. I have been getting along well with those that actually care. But now Katie spazzes at me in the bathroom and asks if I am mad at her or have a reason to be at any rate. I just didn't say, 'hi.' Im in my own world doing my own thing and worried about what's going on with my body at the moment. Not exactly in a place that I am noticing who is around me nor in a mood I want to talk to anyone. If I had my way I'd be going to bed right now.
I wish life were easier as a follower of Christ. I wish that by having strong faith in Him, we were guaranteed good things to be available more often. But no, that faith means that times of trial will be happen more often. Oftentimes they will be harder as well. It's a part of being a TRUE Christian. It's sad yet true. The idea most new Christians have that their faith will make their lives easier is wrong. I'm glad that people have been talking about that everywhere lately. It's good to hear it because I was starting to feel like God wasn't there for me when in reality, it's just the world's reaction to who I am as well as the devil trying to pull me away from God.
I got my French honors project set up today which means that I only have 1 more honors project left to do for all of my college career after this semester!! I only have to get my GPA up and get a high rating on my senior thesis now to graduate with All College Honors!!!
When it comes to study abroad, I am at a loss right now. I have been talking about going abroad for the whole year a semester in France and a semester in Spain for months now, yet when I went to apply for my semester in Spain I couldn't do it. I have no idea why but I couldn't. I have been praying to God about it and that could be a way he is telling me I am not supposed to go abroad in the fall but I dont know for sure.
God be with you this day and always!
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